2014, has ushered in a new way of life for me, reflecting on the past event of 2013, i can only strive to have a more better direction and focus, as i was able to accomplish nothing of my desires, but am more than grateful above all thing to make a positive impact on some people at the same time over come some of the difficulty challenges that could have drown me.
Staying focus in 2014, is mine prerogative now, as i always feel given much of mine knowledge and support to others always result in me been misunderstood, i always deprive myself of personal want in other to please others, i have come to realise that nothing last forever, no matter what you feel you put in a relationship the returns most of the time is always negative and been misjudged and left in doubt of what is real and what is not.
Having a soul mate that you can talk and share your taught and consummate your feeling without condition , can sound perfect desire of any relationship, but some time we have to look beyond the consummation and realise that we are two different personality that have a different focus in life , that will later come into force once the consummation withers away.
I am a man of faith who believe that everything that happens in my life has a purpose driven by God, and i do always endure and tolerate all sort of abuse as a result of my strong faith, it confuses me when we as a human being will start to set an agenda for others , given the bar that the expect others to meet , instilling their desires on others because for them that is a frame work to accept others into there world. for me i call it emancipation of human freedom of choice , as i believe every Human is genuinely created with it’s uniqueness in person, to freely express and share what the feel others should know, be it lie or truth. Trying to change into what you are not will only leave you in isolation and devolution.
Retracing your step back ward is very hard and lazy part of life, as you realise that those vibes and desires you use to have are all gone , that things has moved on and things has changed, the only choice is never to go back to your past, but to look forward to the new challenges that will come , it might be difficult in the first few weeks, may be months, but with steadfastness and trust in Faith and self believe that ” Even though you walk through the value of death , you will fear no evil for thy Rod and staff will comfort me (O’Lord)” will be the strength that i will always resort to.
Change in life is an inevitable evolution of human transformation. i wanna look forward to the challenges of 2014 with great hope , focus and check mate to avoid the repetition of the past. for me i love to be happy with people who really understand the meaning of happiness and the adrenaline that it brings, but also realising that Happiness is just a fraction of life desires , as we may never know what others want.
Been unattached in life is very hard and lonely, but the peace of mind it brings can be the longevity of the last man standing.